Tuesday, January 20, 2009

My cryptic post

I shouldn't do it. But it's not the first time. And, although I say it won't happen again..every time, it does.

Because I like hurting myself like that. Why else would I do it? Maybe you're right.

So, let's go further down the staircase. It's too easy to go there together. Alone, I'm to happy to sit here.

Some things said to me are probably more for yourself. Heavy. It's a loaded word.



I really shouldn't do it. I really shouldn't have.

9 comments:

Call Me Cate said...

I hope you're able to work through this, Debbi, whatever it is that's plaguing you. You're not alone.

deb@virginia blue said...

okay...
you get 5 stars for cryptic.
and a million hugs.

xoxox

Jillene said...

I hope that you can get through whatever it is that you are going through. (((hugs)))

Anonymous said...

(((hugs)))

Unknown said...

Find some chocolate and stay in pajamas,and for heck's sake don't put on a bra if possible.
Give it a day or two, and then, I really, really hope things look up.

Debbie Jo said...

Oui, this one was cryptic. Um...go for a run? It will make ME feel better. HA! Hang in there toots!

Debbi said...

good idea, Djo. Alas, running would mean I'm motivated to do something other that cut and paste my face onto hot bodies, and listen to Duffy.

Debbi said...

*other thaN

Beauty of Expression said...

Taping your face onto hot bodies is a good thing for you to do. You have identified with what you would like to see for yourself. That isn't so far out of your reach you know. I used to body build and train others. You can achieve that kind of body. Maybe a little different, but still close enough that you would be more than happy. Knowing what you want and knowing it is possible is half the battle. The other half is making the steps to getting there. Knowing that if you put in the effort you can have the results you want is a great motivator I think..and if that doesn't work there is always my cheer section yelling.." You can do it!!"
While you are doing something good for yourself you will also start to clean up the other things in your life that bring you down..I know you are getting ready for a new change..you can feel it stirring inside of you....let it loose and go after what you know will make you happy..

Life is about choices...make the right ones for you.